I can remember unttering the words "never again will I ever do this" while pushing out a large head out of a small (well was small) hole. But as three, almost 4 months have passed and I am faced with only 8 left (thank you Canada) of maternity, I cannot bear the thought of going back to work. I want to stay home and have another one! I was actually just looking at Nevaeh thinking that I want to do this again and soon. My boss is actually ok with it (she is totally understanding) and has encouraged me to take my time because my children will only be young once. Matt has a really good job and makes double my income and we used to live on less than my income alone so I know we would do ok.
But I don't know if these feelings are stemming from jealousy either. I think of all those pregnant now and I still get jealous. WTF? I thought that was over but I guess not. I still get jealous of those that get pregnant easily or have more than one. I wish that would stop, that is NOT who I am.
The in-laws struck again in their ever plight to make me feel like crap and if my battery wasn't dying on my laptop I would tell you how but it will have to wait.
For now I will just leave you with the fact that our pumpkin loves her jolly jumper and is constantly laughing. She is the best baby ever.
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