Alrighty Then

I guess I am getting bigger. I have already had several people who just saw me last week do the back up and 'woa!!!! are you ever big!' Really? I thought I was losing weight.

Yes that is right, with every passing day I am getting more and more bitter. This child is already proving to be dificult and she is not even out yet! She is constantly moving around and jabbing when and hwere she can and she is not listening. I tried reasoning with her, bartaring with her even begging her. Please come out soon! I even promised her a car and nothing. What is she going to be like as a teenager?

I am on my third last day at work and that is a really good thing for several reasons. First - no clothes fit me fully anymore. I never bought any pocket belly pants cause I think they look ugly but now I regret it. All my pants slide down the belly and all my shirts don't go down far enough so I have this wedge of skin that shows all the time. Second - I am sick of smelling like pee. I dribble all the time and maybe it is just my sensitive nose but I swear five minutes out of the shower and I can smell pee again. Third - I am a walking zombie. I don't sleep anymore and it is really affecting how I think. I have this permanent duh look on my face. I just want to be at home, catch up on all the things that need to be done and relax.

Matt is already talking about the next baby. I told him unless he grows a uterus in the next couple years that ain't happening for a while.