Monday, December 29, 2008

Some more pics




I also want to say that I appreciate everyone looking out for me. My blues are getting better but it will be nice to get back to normal. I still am so happy to have my little girl. I want to be pregnant again but honestly can't imagine how I will be able to love 2 because it seems like she gets my everything.

A joy




My little girl is growing fast! She is smiling and cooing. She keeps wanting to sit up on her own and doing mini crunches, it is awesome!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

2 months has gone

Sorry I haven't been keeping up. Things are getting away on me. Pumpkin is doing fine and growing like a weed. Me, on the other hand, some post pardum.

I miss being pregnant. I miss being thin. I miss having things surround me. And also, I am still very much jealous of pregnant people. Why is that? Will I never be happy for anyone again? Will I always be miserable because I was miserable for so long? Will I ever forgive those who can get pregnant easily?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

7 weeks of pure joy (and sleeplessness)




She is starting to sleep throughout the night, unfortunately she thinks night starts at 1 am. She will sleep from 4-6 hours, depending on how much she was up during the day and then a couple 3 hour blocks.




We go out every afternoon shopping or visiting, I am loving parenthood.