3 weeks and counting

I have my ultrasound in three weeks exactly - I can't wait. I almost think I need to know the sex to make this feel real. Sometimes I still have to pinch myself, I don't believe I am pregnant.

Matt will be home on Tuesday. I haven't seen him in 3 weeks, he will be shocked to see the progress on my belly. He has been anxious to listen to the doppler as well.

Not that I am complaining, but I am getting tired of peeing myself when I sneeze. And no underwear fit right now either! My regular ones are tighter and fitting under my belly which makes the outline in my pants look weird. But the maternity ones are still so huge. I wonder if I can get away with commando...

I bought a maternity bathing suit because my best friend has a pool and I am sure I will be frequenting it this summer. As well, Matt and I are heading off to Seattle for a week in July and our hotel has a pool. I tried on like 6 different styles and cried after each one. I never had the picture perfect body for a swim suit but I always managed to find something that suited (lol no pun intended) my body. But now, there are so many pockets of fat everywhere, everythingl ooked unnatural. I finally settled on a two piece that has the dress top (comes to crotch level). It is slightly big now but come summer I know I will fill it up nicely.